After 8 months i finally get to see you .... its been a long time , and you still have'nt changed
your still that little jerk who i knew before. I know , you gave me a gift and everything , but you know what .... you come and just give me that gift and just leave. It all adds up that you don't even wanna be around me. Its true you said all these things like you dont want to be near an LG and you dont wanna be at least 10mm from me. I know i hurt you long ago , and i regret what had happen i think about it every fuckin' night , thinking about how much I hurt you. Not one night i would stop thinking because you know what that night when i hurt you , i also hurt myself. Im sorry for everything i have ever done to make you like this , im sorry for the way i even treated you. But you have to understand that i still care about you, and i dont think you even care or appreciate it. When i saw you yesterday , i was suprised and happy. i was happy because from all these months i get to see you again. But guess what i only saw you for about less than a min , not even a min. Are you happy now ? cause guess what you win , im hurting too. The way i treated you before is the way you treat me now , but worse. i guess karma is a bitch , cause right now i hate myself for everything i have done to you..... and im not afraid to say it " i miss you"
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its been a long time - Saturday, January 9, 2010 @ 2:53 PM
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its been a long time - Saturday, January 9, 2010 @ 2:53 PM
After 8 months i finally get to see you .... its been a long time , and you still have'nt changed
your still that little jerk who i knew before. I know , you gave me a gift and everything , but you know what .... you come and just give me that gift and just leave. It all adds up that you don't even wanna be around me. Its true you said all these things like you dont want to be near an LG and you dont wanna be at least 10mm from me. I know i hurt you long ago , and i regret what had happen i think about it every fuckin' night , thinking about how much I hurt you. Not one night i would stop thinking because you know what that night when i hurt you , i also hurt myself. Im sorry for everything i have ever done to make you like this , im sorry for the way i even treated you. But you have to understand that i still care about you, and i dont think you even care or appreciate it. When i saw you yesterday , i was suprised and happy. i was happy because from all these months i get to see you again. But guess what i only saw you for about less than a min , not even a min. Are you happy now ? cause guess what you win , im hurting too. The way i treated you before is the way you treat me now , but worse. i guess karma is a bitch , cause right now i hate myself for everything i have done to you..... and im not afraid to say it " i miss you" |
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