so its been awhile since i wrote on here... i just got home from my friends party .. now i have a headache , and eyes sting .. but its okay its worth it ..
Today i learned things and found out some things .. first i wanna say is about that "text".. if you read this you know who you are ..

HER:You really wanna know what it said well here it is " omfg , why her barf" thats what it said , when i left you asked me about it ,you said i saw the text you jealous ? .. well obviously i am jealous because a fricken 8th grader .. like come on ... your probably thinking wow she still likes me , well honestly i dont like you in that way but i still have feelings for you that wont go away .I may like you that when i rememeber things from our past because i really missed that but im not self controled. I know that sometime it seems like i dont even give a shit about you when deep down i do .. i know that you dont have feelings for me either but , it doesnt matter .. your life my life we cant control eachothers life. Sometimes i know i may be fricken stupid , and sometimes annoy you , and even sometimes i hate you. But yenno what thats life , we all go through things that we hate and dislike .. and this is one thing i dislike "HER" and im not afraid to say it

Life Control : I cant always get what i want because life is made up of choices and full of emotions .. so i have to deal with things no matter how hard it hurts.