Now that you walked out of my life , its clear to me i did this to myself. I know i hurt you deep inside and now i need to apologize i know that its only a word but what eles should i do ?. Maybe we can find a way, to work it over again. I'd give anything to start over. Never thought that you were the speical one. I should of not let you go. You understood me more better than anyone eles. My life started to change with you. I needed someone like you in my life. Your every bit of my dreams come true. The times i cried myself to sleep because thats how much you meant to me.

you said you'd be there for me
be there when i need someone to lean on
someone that would always be there when im not in the mood
and now you turn your effin' back on me
like what kind of friendship is that
i thought going on would be fine
but i guess i was wrong , seeing you
hurts i say hi you walk away
this feeling is gunna fade ..
i feel like being friends with you is a waste of my time
but i cant let you go because i keep thinking about you
when i see you i have a smile tryin to hide that blackness inside.
i know in the past we werent friends , and just went like that and shit.
didnt even have the time to be your friend.
no matter how much you hate me , no matter how much you ignore me , no matter what you do , ill ALWAYS be there for you !

I can tell you ain't like all them other boys that
How they act immature, find them annoying
It's your smile, it's your eyes
I'm in love, can't deny, I won't lie
Gotta make you mine So could you be the one for me,
the one who makes my dreams come true?
My prince charming
Cuz I will be the one for you who'll make this fairytale come true

I wanna be your Cinderella
Promise that I'll love you from now until forever
I wanna be your Cinderella
Cuz everything is better whenever we're together

I can picture you and me
Holding hands on the beach
Spending all our time together
Laughing and doing whateever
Me and you
We can do anything, you know it's true
So boy let me ask you
So could you be the one for me, the one who makes my dreams come true?
My prince charming


you know that we could be
Everything we ever dreamed
We'll be forever in love
Together the two of us
You gotta know that you…
You know that I like you and everything about you boy
Think I really like you and all the things that you do
You got me trippin' and you got me feelin' like
You could be the one for me baby

Remember when we used to be close friends
Remember when the nights they would never end
But lately we don't talk and I wonder why
My heart aches, deep inside..


I wake up in the morning with tears in my eyes
The kind that you cry but dont know why
Everything that i know that i need in my life is only you ..
but i cry cause in the way that i make mistakes You were wrong I was wrong who remembers why
Come back now don't go away


Since you've been gone things arent the same
I feel that you dont understand my pain
something inside of me seems to be calling
The voice i hear keeps trying to draw me near,
telling me i dont have to fear if I , would only look
back around and see

at first i thought i should just give up on you ..
but i cant because i love you to much ..
I'm addicted to a love that only flows from you,
I cant seem to even deny,
i dont wanna try because i know im to addicted
The minutes feel like hours and the days like hell
my sunshine doesnt shine without you .
My sunshine's turned to showers and my joy to feel
The way i talk to you ,the way i walk with you
the way you touch my life , everyday and every night
And I'm tired, can you hear me?
Time is precious no ones guaranteed another day
I believe you and I'll do my best to make things change
And I'm sorry
i was just wondering if you still cared
and i need you by my side

sometimes , i just miss that boy .
The one i told everything too
the one who i talked on the phone for hours and hours
he one who knew everythingabout me & liked me anyway .
the one who knew exactly what to say to me
& helped me when i got confused and was loosing my mind :S
the one who showed me what is like to have someone special.
The one who hurts me for good reasons and learn from it
.those eyes that said everything , the sarcasm you always did
something is still there , something that never left me no matter
what happened to me .. something wasn't ready to end . something
that makes your stomach flip at the brush of a hand or arm .
something that makes it so much harder to know
that he’s not there anymore, something that makes you want to hide
away & cry all those tears , cause suddenly all of those memories come
back and it almost hurts worse to know that is all out of control .
i just miss everything about that boy that isn't coming back .

You don't deserve to hear what I'm about to say to you
You probably ain't gonna believe this at all but it's true
Keep on telling my friends like I swear I don't miss him anymore
Don't get me wrong you know I'm happy with what I got
Cause all I do is spend my time tryin to find what you gave to me
But you can't compete Cause you ain't you
That's when I realize I can't even lie
Cause now I understand I'm never gonna have what I had
You put me through so much more than I could take but You're the reality that I can't escape I'm only lying to myself if I say I'm ok
I never felt the way I felt when I was with you
And I don't think I'll ever find someone to fill that void
Even though weve both moved on I know this much is true
I can't look you in the eye And tell you that I'm not in love with you

I dont know how to say this
i dont wanna make any excuses
this has been on my mind for a while
and i should stop stalling and say it
we were so cool when we started out
Made me for love, i was the one you always
dreamed about ..
I had these feelings but it's not enought to be with you
Should've told you sooner but everytime I tried i got
caught up in the emotions and now im feeling like im stuck
i gotta let it go
i dont wanna make things worse
i gotta let you know, it's killing me inside and i'm
losing my mind.
so i have to try to tell you goodbye
so now that i said what i had to say
even though im sure about everything i said
i cant help it if i miss you every now and then\
and i know you're real confused and i dont blame you at all
and i hope that we can be friends sometime later on
wish we hadnt crossed the line, dont want to say goodbye
but everything changed people changed wish
it was still the all the same
Maybe one day things could be the same again \



"if i has to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU."

-dani b

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
Hoping they will never change
Cause what we had can't be replaced
Don't let our memories fade away
Keep you in your heart for always
You made me believe
That I can do almost anything
Stood right by me
Through the tears through everything
I'll remember you,
And that's forever true
You're the one that I'll always miss
i'd never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
No matter what you're going through
In my heart you'll always be,
I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, and the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
Even though we go seprate ways
If the day should come when you need someone
ill always be there

why i hate today ! ..
OK , it started off at school when i came late .. i came to school with my hair not come with my eyes black i looked very differen .. them after we had uhmm .. G block .. i actually listened in class for once and actually got math :S weird .. kay after was P.E and IT WAS SO AWKWARD .. cause oswald called me muffin -.- : / VERY WEIRD .. everytime he came up to me hed be like are you okay my muffin and wink and id be like uh , can you please SHUT UP ! :@ after it was break i bought a muffin because nothing eles was left .. then french we had sitting arangments now -.- i sit beside martin now which is sad cause i dont wanna sit beside him :P , okay then after it was lunch , i use 10$ and had 5$ back .. then we had religion i got caught looking outside and my teacher asked me why i was looking outside and my excuse was because i was looking at a hobo pick up cans :S , very very weirder okay .. after school we were waiting for track to end to go to alex's house then i lost 5$ ! :@ colin i owe you money ! , then i licked jeff's hand : / EWW ..HAHA ... AFTER we went to alex's house Got nothing done at all ! just took pictures .. i didnt feel like myself today .. and then when my mom was picking me up she got fucken pissed at me for not giving her the right directions to her place and then she was telling me whats the right way .. and im like how am i suppose to know i dont DRIVE ! then i got home i felt like sick and shit ... sorry kristian i was being stupid .. and now people fucken think i hate them .. AGH .. KILL ME ALREADY ! FUCK .. eugh .. i hate today i wish i was never like this again !