we all hang out the next three days then its time to go ..
but once i thought my 2010 would be the best year , i guess i was wrong
sometimes when you believe that the things you always wanted would come soon ... but when the time comes.. it never will, wasting your time one on thing the whole time is wasting half of your life. When the things you do for them are never appreciated , you feel like they turn their backs against you and will come back when they need you and leave you again. I come back home hearing all this crap from other people , then from the actually person. Never get your hopes to high becasue once it reach its highest you forget about everything you ever knew. Never think big , think from the small steps and build up.. when you build up , you might go through some problems but thats how life is.. life isn't like a fairytale you always dreamed of everything being perfect this is reality we face the fact that sometimes you wait for about at least a year , and still you dont get what you want .. but if you really want it you will never give up, because you came this far , why stop now you went through a lot of problems and stopping give failure, failure to yourself. Sitting here thinking about what will happen in 2010wanting to make it a good year unlike some other years. Because believe it or not we only have one time , one chance to live the way you want you life to be .. you can fail and never achevive , or you can believe in yourself and keep going and look back to what you accomplish. Just remeber the biggest things can take a life time , but who cares at least you believe you can do it , which is the best thing you can ever rememeber.
things arent always what you expect it to be,
awkwardness
scared
afraid
shy
but its all part of
life
