so its almost christmas in about two hours ... and im not feeling the christmas spirit actually .. i just wanna open the gift my mom gave me so badly !!!!!!! i feel like its a windbreaker ..... but honestly i dont know .. but , the truth is .. i dont wanna anything for christmas i feel like everyday i just want to have more and more and never appreciate it .. i just end up loosing it , or breaking it ... i dont deserve expensive things , besides christmas isnt about gifts it about the birth of jesus .. okay im going to stop ..
i just wanna tell everyone have a merry christmas and a happy new year :)


