i try turning on my tv to try to get you out of my head
i try to read a book to get you out of my head
why does this hurt so bad..
i want to talk to you the way i talked to you before
i want to tell you , everything the way i tell you everything before
i cant think about myself anymore ..
im selfish, crazy , alone...i cant take it anymore
am i over you ? .. am i inlove with you? ..
am i just not good for you?.. were not meant to be?
i wish i could tell this all to you but not right now
youll just have to wait till i actually know the truth about you


