i think im going to have to give up
i cant take it, its been too long
its been over 2 months .. and now its DEC1st
ever since the day we met .... or the day we talked
even if i dated other guys after you its because i
tried and tried to get over but nothing helped
i dump "him"because of you , and i know it may sound weird
but its true , id do anything for you
i dont want to wait another month so im giving up
i know it sounds stupid and crazy , but
its the truth i'm giving up on you
i cant stand the people who make fun of you and her
i cant stand the way i have to wait at night for you to go online , cause i cant sleep without a goodbye
i cant stand the way you talk to me
i cant stand the way you put me through so much pain that i like you again
i cant stand .... you
i liked you for so long and im giving up ..
if you find out , tell me and ill tell you the truth and how i feel
but i don't wanna loose our friendship .. cause i cant last a day without talking to you
i know i sound like so obsessed but im not , im not like one of thoses girls who creeps through your pages or looks at your name all day
im that kind of girl who waits to see where life takes me too
im that kind of girl who will help you get through no matter what even if its about a girl , cause i think about you before myself i cant think of myself ,cause i feel
to selfish
im that kind of girl who will help you from thick and thin cause thats how much i care about you
i wont leave your side even if you hate me or dont like me .. ill be your friend until the end.
im not being a creep im not being a mindfreak im not going crazy its just the way you are to me makes me feel so happy, and free ..
i know right now im too young to know who my love is
but to me , and from everybody who knows says that you are mine
but i cant believe that .. cause i dont know if its true
im going to have to wait until i graduate because i cant feel that way
until i actually feel or actually know what love means .. i cant say i love you
cause honestly i dont know if i do , i just want you beside me too


