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this is messed
i stay up till i fall asleep , thinking about the past you put me through.. thinking that you put me through all this shit that i didnt even deserve and that now you expect me to do “everything” for you , but guess what ive changed.

I aint going to be there for you anymore , cause thats the way you make me feel. Im not going to say hi to you , becuase when i see you, you just laugh and run away or dont even give a fuck. Im not going to answer your calls anymore telling me shit about myself just to make me feel bad becasue i dont deserve being disrepected by someone who ”was” called my “so called friend”. Im not going to be your friend anymore, because you never were a friend in the first place.

So what is the reason for me to be there for you when you have no idea who i really am? When you tell me that you still care for me , because im your LG.. well i aint taking thoese words any longer.When you actually wanna care , why dont you just fucking show it.I aint taking care of your shit any longer and i dont need you to care for me i have plenty of other friends. I have so many other “problems” to think about,but all i eever think about is the way you fucken treat me.

Everytime someone calls and it says “restricted” or someone jsut doesnt talk i assume its you.You call me like im just some stupid person. Honestly i feel so fucken sorry for you. From all the times we spent togther ,through all the times we hated eachother, and through all the times you pretend and lied to me.You wasted so much of your time trying to make me pissed off when you could of used it to fucken fix up your act.I really can not deal with you anymore, ive said this so much times but this is fucken pissing me off.Im am so done with you.

You really fucked up my life , now heres this to fuck up yours.

peace