sometimes , i just miss that boy .
The one i told everything too
the one who i talked on the phone for hours and hours
he one who knew everythingabout me & liked me anyway .
the one who knew exactly what to say to me
& helped me when i got confused and was loosing my mind :S
the one who showed me what is like to have someone special.
The one who hurts me for good reasons and learn from it
.those eyes that said everything , the sarcasm you always did
something is still there , something that never left me no matter
what happened to me .. something wasn't ready to end . something
that makes your stomach flip at the brush of a hand or arm .
something that makes it so much harder to know
that he’s not there anymore, something that makes you want to hide
away & cry all those tears , cause suddenly all of those memories come
back and it almost hurts worse to know that is all out of control .
i just miss everything about that boy that isn't coming back .


