EVERYTHING IS SCREWED .. MY LIFE IS SCREWED , IM SCREWED .. NOTHINGS PERFECT ANYMORE .. EVERYTHINGS ALL MISERABLE EVERYTHING ISNT SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN ! THIS ISNT SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN ... IM SCARED , WANT TO CRY , AND I CANT GET WHAT I WANT , I CANT GET WHAT I DESREVE , IM NOT TREATED THE SAME ANYMORE !! .. WHY , WHY IS THIS HAPPENING , ON THE FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL ! , ON THE FIRST WEEK OF MY NEW LIFE IN HGIHSCOOL , WHY NOW , WHY NOT LATER , CAUSE RIGHT NOW NOTHING ANIT GOING ALRIGHT I WANT TO LEAVE , LEAVE THE WORLD , MAKE YOUR LIFE BETTER , CAUSE WELL IM NOT ALLOWED ANYTHING , I DONT EVEN GET THANKED, I DONT EVEN GET AN OH IM SORRY , ALL I GET IT A LITTLE wait NOT LITTLE ! I GET PUSHED AROUND ALOT AND YOU , ALL YOU DO IS NOT LET ME DO WHAT I WANNA FUCKEN DO! CANT YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE AND LET ME DO WHAT I WANT TO DO , ITS LIKE YOU DONT CARE ABOUT ME ANYMORE , ITS LIKE IM A SLAVE TO YOU ..HERES THE THING IM NOT A SLAVE IM NOT YOUR DAUGHTER I WANT MY DAD BACK AND NOT YOU CAUSE IF I HAD HIM EVERYTHING WOULD BE PEFRECT , BECAUSE WELL HE WOULD LET ME DO WHAT I WANT WHEN EVER I WANT YOU SAY OUR LIFE IS PERFECT , NO I BET YOUR TALKING ABOUT YOUR OWN FUCKEN LIFE , CAUSE MINE AINT PERFECT , I DONT HAVE A PERFECT LIFE IS PERFECT LIFE MEANING A FAMILY THATS NOT COMPLETE , A FAMILY THAT DOESNT CARE FOR ONE ANOTHER HUH!? THINK THINK FOR YOURSELF ONCE AND AWHILE AND LET ME BE IM NOT A KID ANYMORE IM A TEEN !


AND .. I THOUGHT YOU SAID YOU WANTED TO BE FRIENDS .. WELL GUESS WHAT SEEMS LIKE YOU DONT WANT TO BE .. IF YOU DONT MIGHT AS WELL TELL ME CAUSE I DONT WANT TO WASTE MY TIME THINKING WHY YOU DONT WANNA BE FRIENDS .. WELL GUESS WHAT I DO WANNA BE FRIENDS BUT IT SEEMS LIKE YOU DONT WANNA , AND IF YOU DONT IM FINE WITH THAT GUESS I HAVE OTHER FRIENDS TOO BUT I DONT THINK YOU WANNA LOOSE ME AS A FRIEND .. !